I’m beginning to realize that I have an issue. I’ve known about it but haven’t done anything to overcome it. I’ve squandered every opportunity I’ve been given the past 4 years. I know what I’m supposed to do. I know what the consequences will be. And yet I keep letting things go to shit. I’ve forgotten who I am. I’ve forgotten my morals. I’ve forgotten my beliefs. I’m doing things for the sake of living things. I’m living day by day repeating the motions hoping things will get better instead of actually living.
I need to rediscover who I am . I need to find inner happiness.